Twillight

So I am reading the Twillight Saga. It is really good. I have spent countless hours reading it. I stay up til 2 in the morning reading it...lol

I have found that it makes me feel happy to have found love. It makes me wanna tell my husband how much he means to me. It makes me feel more passionate about the love we share. A Love that endures all things. Even in hard times, the love I have found it incredible. It is nice to know that I can tell him how I feel and not worry about being judged. Being with my lover makes me wanna be a better wife and mother and friend. Being with him makes me feel whole.

I know that not everyone gets a shot at true love. I know that some people find it and lose it. I know that some people settle for less than true love. But I am lucky to have found it and not to have settled for anything less than true love.

D... I love you each and every day of forever!

Putting it out there.

So I haven't really shared my blog with anyone... But I did put it out there today.... for all the world to see.... not that they couldn't see it before... but I just made it easier for them to find.

So the randomness of my mind will be out there for everyone to read.

ENJOY!!!!

Birthing Babies

I have a daughter.... she is almost 7... so I have been pregnant...actually twice.... but only one baby is mine... I was a gestational surrogate and carried twins... but I never actually gave birth to any child I have carried. I had a C-Section with my daughter and had a c-section with the twins. I have never been in labor. I have only have minor contractions. I have never even seen anyone in hard labor.... until November 19th.

My bestest friend in the entire world (not just saying that because she reads this) gave birth to her 4th surrogate baby... Second surrogate pregnancy... So yeah, she had triplets the first time. Anyway, She was induced Nov 19th and I was lucky enough to get to fly to California to be there with her. It was an incredable experience. But holy hell that looked like it hurt bad. She was in active labor for 7 hours and refused an epidural until the end... when she was ready to get one, she was already at 8 cm....so almost go time. She quickly went from being in pain to pushing out baby...in about 2 whole pushes...

I will say one thing... the human body is amazing...but I will NEVER ever endure childbirth.

I "puffy heart" cake!

So I have a hobby... I decorate cake! I love doing it. But I try to avoid it because having cake in the house has been detrimental to my weight. I LOVE CAKE!!! If it is here, I will eat it.

So I have decided that I will feature some of my cakes on my blog. I will tell you what I like about them... and what I don't like. Often times, I really enjoy my cakes... but there is ALWAYS something that I can improve on.

So here is my 1st cake I would like to share...

So this cake was for a good friends son's 2nd Birthday. He LOVES cars. So I made a road out of chocolate. It was so easy!!! So what do I like???? Most of it actually...it is a cute boy cake. What I don't like... the Grass!!! It is a very easy techinque. But makes it very hard to "write" on. So I need to find a new way to do grass.... Or just do cakes that dont need "grass"

So my next cake will be for my daughters birthday party. She says she wants a HIPPO cake! Go figure.....now I have to figure out how to actually execute a hippo cake.... Time to search high and low on the internet.